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06 May 2011 @ 03:02 pm
Preparing my creys...  
I'm preparing myself for tonight. I've got comfort food at the ready, and I've been watching some of the most depressing episodes of shows I can think of at the moment to steel myself from completely losing it tonight.

I mean fuck, I just finished watching "The Body" from Buffy the Vampire Slayer (because I like to torture myself in that way, and because Joss is a genius when it comes to breaking our hearts) and it still gets to me, every single time. And it got me thinking...what if tonight's episode is going to have that exact same impact on me? What if I feel too emotionally drained after tonight's episode that I'll be so disconnected with reality for a little bit, just want to be by myself for a while? This is what's making me anxious and excited at the same time, because I haven't been this excited for an episode all season and knowing Edlund, he's gonna knock it all out of the ballpark, leaving us in a heap of incoherent blubbering messes.

What are you all doing before tonight's episode?
 
 
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goldenusagigoldenusagi on May 6th, 2011 10:10 pm (UTC)
All I hope for with tonight's episode is that the angst makes sense. Cause of right now, I don't see working with Crowley as a real betrayal. They've all worked with Crowley. Whatever Cas has been doing with souls is unquestionably bad, but I'm also not sure how much of a *personal betrayal* it is. I'm just saying.
Renée: Dean/Castiel. Bittersweet.rogueslayer452 on May 6th, 2011 10:27 pm (UTC)
Unless it has something to do with Sam's soul, which I can definitely see it being a personal betrayal of trust for Dean if Cas had known all along about what was up with that....

But I agree, the angst has to make sense. I trust Edlund, and even if this season has been a huge clusterfuck he will undoubtedly make this episode worthwhile with the levels of angst and heartache.
goldenusagigoldenusagi on May 6th, 2011 10:29 pm (UTC)
I really hope it doesn't have to do with Sam's soul, because that means Cas has been lying since 6x03.
Renée: Castiel. Whumped :(rogueslayer452 on May 6th, 2011 10:32 pm (UTC)
I'm fearing the worst possible scenarios how this can go down, bb. D:
no good either: [SPN] Cas/Dean - Right behind youalanna_zero on May 6th, 2011 10:24 pm (UTC)
This entry is scaring me. I have no idea what's gonna happen in tonights episode, and now I am even more confused. LOL.
Renée: Dean/Castiel. Between us.rogueslayer452 on May 6th, 2011 10:30 pm (UTC)
If you've been spoiler-free for what is to come, I applaud your willpower.

Even with reading the spoilery interviews we're still in a mass of confusion and fear about what will occur tonight. Just, prepare yourself for loads of angst.
no good either: [SPN] Michael!John - Shhhalanna_zero on May 6th, 2011 10:36 pm (UTC)
Yeah, I haven't read any spoilers. At all. But mostly because...I didn't care? LOL

Wow that sounds...IDK. But knowing me, I probably won't be impressed. Hahaha sorry xD But I guess we'll gotta see.
Renée: Castiel. Guardian angel.rogueslayer452 on May 6th, 2011 10:40 pm (UTC)
I don't blame you for not caring. Most of this season I haven't really cared about anything that has been happening, just mostly annoyed and infuriated with the shit they've been doing. HOWEVER. THIS IS A CASTIEL-CENTRIC EPISODE. WRITTEN AND DIRECTED BY BEN "I MAKE MIRACLES HAPPEN" EDLUND. ANGST AND DEAN/CASY MOMENTS AND JUST MORE ANGST AND ANGELS AND CAS AND EVERYTHING.

I GUARANTEE YOU'LL BE IMPRESSED, EVEN JUST FROM THAT ALONE YOU GOTTA BE. ;D
no good either: [SPN] Cas - Haloalanna_zero on May 6th, 2011 10:43 pm (UTC)
Well I like my Dean/Cas moments just as much as any other Dean/Cas fan, but lately not even those have helped to keep me interested in the show. IDK.
Guess we gotta see if it's different this time.
(Oh God I'm so sorry I sound like such a Debbie Downer xD)
Renée: Castiel. Guardian angel.rogueslayer452 on May 6th, 2011 10:47 pm (UTC)
MAYBE THIS EP WILL CHANGE YOUR MIND, Y/N?

Again I don't blame you for feeling such a way, since I felt it too. But being that these are the last few episodes of the season they're finally becoming worthwhile again. I'm just worried about my bb Cas and what is gonna happen, is all.
kaiyotekaiyote on May 6th, 2011 10:36 pm (UTC)
...SHAKING AND CRYING?
Renée: LotS. Kahlan/Cara.rogueslayer452 on May 6th, 2011 10:41 pm (UTC)
RIGHT THERE WITH YOU, BB. I HAVE BEEN SHAKING AND CRYING SINCE I REALIZED WHAT TONIGHT IS AND I'M JUST LIKE, OH GOD. D: D: D:

*CLINGS*
kaiyotekaiyote on May 6th, 2011 10:51 pm (UTC)
UGH, MY STOMACH IS IN KNOTS LOL. AND I'LL LIKE FORGET ABOUT THE EP FOR A SECOND AND THEN I REMEMBER IT'S ONLY LIKE TWO HOURS OR SO AWAY AND I'M LIKE AHHHHHH!
Renée: Dean/Castiel. You and I.rogueslayer452 on May 6th, 2011 11:04 pm (UTC)
I MAY HAVE TO STAY AWAY FROM THE INTERNET BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BE FURTHER SPOILED OR GET EVEN MORE NERVOUS THAN I ALREADY AM. D:
kaiyotekaiyote on May 6th, 2011 11:06 pm (UTC)
OMG I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL. AND IT'S LIKE DRIVING ME EVEN MORE NUTS JUST SITTING HERE WAITING. I LIKE NEED TO BE DOING SOMETHING OTHER THAN JUST WAITINGGGG...
Kevin Jonesmulder200 on May 6th, 2011 11:33 pm (UTC)
I am saving myself much anguish and just reading reviews.

Plus, isn't it sad that the most interesting stuff this season has taken place off-screen?
Renée: Castiel + Cell phone = OTP.rogueslayer452 on May 6th, 2011 11:55 pm (UTC)
Be advised that mine is probably just gonna be incoherent capslock with not much to say until probably later tomorrow when my brain starts working again, lol.

It really is sad. It's just how this show operates, sadly. :/
Dom sits downmercury973 on May 6th, 2011 11:50 pm (UTC)
I got: Vodka, orange juice, a new box of Puffs and Ben & Jerry's Red Velvet Cake ice cream. I'm going to go of grid around 5:30 Pacific so I don't get spoiled like last week.

*Clutches other Cas girls*
Renée: Kahlan. Beauty in the breakdown.rogueslayer452 on May 6th, 2011 11:57 pm (UTC)
Same here. I'll be off the Internets since I will get the urge to check my flist and there will be reaction posts and I was get ~tempted~ to look. :S

*clings to you*